Be careful what you wish for

The first few weeks T was in school, he would kiss me goodbye, and hop off to play with whatever shiny object caught his attention first.  It would seem he didn't notice if I was there or not.  I remember thinking "it would be nice if he missed me just a little bit."  The past 3 times I've dropped him off, he started crying and clung to me.  Today I spent 20 minutes in the classroom to try and get him comfy, and then he only allowed me to leave because his teacher came and picked him up.  This is so much worse.